One of Those Days...

Ever have just one of those days?  Or in my case couple of days. You know the ones I'm talking about it. Those days where you just can't help but have yourself a pity party. You're just down about everything and it sucks because there really is nothing to be down about. But as the French say, C'est la vie. (That's life).

So what do I do when it's one of those days...? Well because I lack the energy to really do anything I start listening to music. And thinking. A lot. Too much perhaps. This mood kind of set in last night and it's still going strong. So I procrastinated my homework although before I started writing this I did finish it. I'm down but that doesn't mean I'll give up on school. I just put it off.

Why am I down? Or what triggered it? I'm not even sure. It just washes over me and I wish I could sleep...for a lot. I will most definitely go to bed early tonight. I like sleep. Why is it when we overthink it never turns out good? Why don't we overthink positive things or hopeful situations? It's always the bad. And I hate that it's always the bad. Doesn't mean I'll stop thinking of the bad, but hey I'm being honest here.

So what do I plan to do for these type of days? Well for one thing I'll let it pass. Just let it play its course. And hopefully tomorrow or even later today becomes better. But while I'm overthinking everything, I'm planning something. The Start of Something New. That's the name of this blog and my post, and it's time I followed my own advice right? While planning I'm making myself a promise of something good. If I'm down and I have reasons that make me feel bad, I'll change them. I'll do something different.

There's plenty I want to change about myself, personality and appearance wise and all that jazz. And while I'm not talking about swapping bodies or surgery or any of that stuff, I mean more subtle things. I want to be more open, and friendly, although I think I'm friendly! It's just only the people that know me...know that. I want to make more friends, and I need a healthier life haha.

I'm going to do these little changes so next time when it's one of those days I can tell my inner self to shut up because I've changed what normally gets me down.

I will crush days like this! I will be confident in making these changes and be victorious!

There's me being optimistic again, but hey, why not? It's always darkest before the dawn.