Decisions

This ultimate decision kind of just sprung out on me randomly last week. I don't even know how or why exactly. But for the past semester (year if we're being honest) I haven't been too happy about my plans. I still want to be a doctor more than anything and I'll work my butt off to get to that endgoal. But my major. It was something I chose because I had it stuck in my head no matter how much I dislike it.

And then I realized I don't need to go down the yellow brick road to get to the Emerald City. I can go whatever damn path I'd like. And still be able to get there. And that's what I plan to do. But this led me to having a couple of sleepless nights and plenty of thinking and deciding and choosing.

And I've made a decision. I really hope it's for the best. I do feel like it is, and already I feel some pressure leaving me. I'm ready to tackle this new decision head on. And yesterday I started doing just that. I took a deep breath and went in person to talk to someone that could help me out.

And I've scheduled an appointment for Friday so after that I'll let y'all know how it goes.

I'm scared, nervous and a little excited.

But I want to do this. And I will do what I can.

Wish me luck.