Alone

I think I've become a stronger and better person.

Once upon a time I used to have panic attacks when I was alone in HS and didn't have any friends to go to during lunch. And that was only like 45 minutes.

I am proud to say that I, Scott T. can now spend like two hours alone in the library. And I even look forward to Tuesdays and Thursdays when I can do this.

And OMFG this isn't even part of my post but right now where I'm sitting writing this post I saw the prettiest girl ever. I'm gonna marry her.

Anyways back to the topic.

I love coming up to the third floor of the library. I plug in my laptop and my earphones and the time flies.

I do homework, I do my blogs, I eat, I write. I go on Facebook, or text. But honestly I don't do much of Facebook or texting during these two hours. I have all the time for that stuff. It's usually just me, my laptop, backpack and my music.

And I wouldn't have it any other way.

I'm proud of myself. Because I can do this and not freak out feeling like I'll be a loner for life.

I don't think it's an antisocial thing, I just finally seem at peace with what I should have been at peace with.

I can stand being by myself now.

All the 'alone' pictures were pictures of sad lonely people. Go figure.