Behind and Balancing

I'm not sure what's wrong, am I becoming retarded at living, or is it just that point in the semester but lately I'm always behind on everything. Well not so much behind as in a hurry and getting things done in the last minute, what the hell. Don't get me wrong, I haven't let it affect my school work or anything. I still turn everything in on time and it's never been bad. Although the work I turn in may be about 80% of my capacity rather than 100%.

I don't know if it's the fact that because homework is usually due like at one certain day of the week, for example all my math homework is due on sundays at midnight, which means I don't start doing it till later in the week, I lack motivation to do it because it's not an immediate threat such as an essay that is due on tuesday at 10pm. I try to balance it as best as I can but I'm always not putting a 100% into something whether it's my homework, my chores, my friends or me being a brother/son.

It's really frustrating because I don't even work so I have no idea why I am behind and having trouble balancing things. And for some reason I never get a good night's sleep during the week which makes it annoying friday and saturday nights when by ten I am literally dozing off on the couch. I can't even watch tv because I'm so tired.

This past weekend I bought the first season of Heroes. And I've only seen like three episodes of it because I keep falling asleep. No bueno. Oh well I need to do something to change things up.

Because of all this I haven't sat down and read a book for more than fifteen minutes in over a month, and quite frankly it's pissing me off. I was the type of guy that read like three or four books a month and now I can't even read one.

I need to get my s**t together. And I will. I just need to figure out how to do it. I'm going to try and get all my homework done ASAP, I'm gonna try and go to bed earlier during the week days, find a good book to read and make sure I don't pass out by 11 on the weekends.

This is my resolution. To balance everything and find peace within myself. We shall see where it goes. Wish me luck!