December, The Month of Miracles

It's December. It's the holidays. Everyone knows how miracles can happen. And in those emotional filled Lifetime movies they always do especially around this time.

I consider myself a religious person, not in the way where I go every sunday to church and pray every single day. But I do believe in God, and I love Him and I will pray from time to time. And I thank him after something good happens. So I believe in miracles. And right now my family needs one. So I will keep on praying.

I will keep my faith strong and hope for a miracle, it can happen, it has to. It's raining today. A lot. To the point where the thought of a flood is present. And the rain is beautiful and tragic today.

And I'm not ready to say goodbye. So I need a miracle, my family does. And if anyone reads this, and you believe in God, please pray?

I know it's a lot to ask for. But I'm trying to stay positive and when the tears fall, it's when I'm alone.

There's a song, by Carrie Underwood, I know, she's country, but I love her.

Temporary Home, and I can't stop listening to it, because it fits [perfectly, and I'm scared. I'm scared of what's to come.

"Old man, hospital bed
The room is filled with people he loves
And he whispers don't cry for me
I'll see you all someday
He looks up and says "I can see God's face."

This is my temporary Home
It's not where I belong
Windows and rooms that I'm passin' through
This was just a stop, on the way to where I'm going
I'm not afraid because I know this was
My temporary home.

This is our temporary home"

I'm not sure what will happen, but I'm holding out for a miracle.